KitschXMas

more honest than ever, the champs élysées xmas decoration consists of

mastercard publicity.

Women and War

An old cookbook from my grand-grand-grandmother,
during first worldwar. It is nearly 100 years old.
This is the "Kriegskäsekuchen", she wrote that as title,
translated that would be the "War Cheese Cake".
Women make gold from dirt.
They should refuse. Just NOT FUNCTION anymore.

March for Tennessee Eisenberg, to show Bavarian Ministery for Justice that there should be an investigation. Yes, i am shure, there will be one, and truth will find its way. Please check www.tennessee-eisenberg.de to find out about it and to help the family and friends

Lieber eine Taube....

Hyde Park in September

Autumn Leaves

This is my favourite time of the year, when the leaves get coloured just
before falling down. Beauty before death...
Some yoga dance improvisations in a fairy tale....

End of April in Germany...

...in Regensburg. A 24-year-old Music Student is slaughtered with min. 12 balls of police guns.

They were 8 policemen against him, with a kitchenknife.

Bavarian Authorities and Government were telling it was an act of self-defense.

The involved policemen until today never gave a statement, and are still working.

Family got another expert's opinion, which paints another picture of what happened.

The last 5 balls hit him in the middle of the chest, when he had already 7 balls in his body

Please go to http://www.tennessee-eisenberg.de/ there is a section where you can donate to help the family to get the truth.

Enjoy each second

This is my favourite food today: raw salmon just with a little

olive oil, salt, pepper, dill and those marvellous red things

my daughter brought from Spain.... YUMMI.

Today's Rehearsal

These are ideas for the first scene.... where everything is possible and the drama not yet materialized.... it's getting already clearer.... your music is inspiring....... enjoy:

The Best Detox Ever

Since some weeks there is a new book on the market, written by cardiologist Alejandro Junger, the title as simple as it is: Clean.
Something draw me to it, i got it, and since some days i am following the first phase, called elimination diet, where you avoid all processed foods and potentially allergy creating substances.
Already now i feel better than ever in my life. I got even cured from my longterm honey and coffee addiction. There were some days of detox-symptoms, like headache and puffiness, which are actually a sign i really needed that.
And now: I never had such a wonderful skin and felt so inspired before.
It is not about starving and having no good food anymore, it is the contrary. You eat fresh fruits,vegetables, seafood, prepare delicious smoothies and raw soups - my bodycells are dancing mambo. And my braincells, too. It is as if a layer of heaviness and limitation has been lifted.

However, when you visit his website, you will find a 21-day package of powders, and this marketing idea for me is just not in the spirit of that all, but nobody forces you to buy that.
As well the meat meals. Just don't eat them, unless you raised the chicken yourself.
Apart from that: Fantastic. Even my selfmade almond milk is proposed there!!!!

Creativity

A good sign, when i begin to create food. This one is so simple, that it was already a favourite of the old romans and greeks, some thousand years ago. Almond milk only with almonds and filtered water, and stevia (this is new). Delicious! As milk in the coffee, or as super-healthy icecream.

Pina Bausch inspired me for tanztheater. All of the people i worked with got something from her. Getting over limits, reaching the soul beyond.... She celebrated woman's energy. Women in her choreographies are beautiful, colorful, inspiring, deep and light at the same time.
moment...... movement......

Coincidence

A hungarian stranger gave me her museum pass today, so i felt forced to go into a museum, and chose the Rodin Museum for its beautiful garden.....

Maybe you heard about the Gate of Hell of Rodin "La Porte d'Enfer"....

Hmmm, but there is missing something, isn't it????

Lets have a look in the book:

If you try hard, you see one statue on the left, and one on the right... Adam and Eve! Here we are. Hey Lilith, what did you do to them?

I mean, bad enough for them being so near to hell. Maybe they went through the gate already...

Lilith

Matriarchy

There will be not a balanced world without matriarchy. The day angry jealous men with an ego problem invented a male creator, everything went the wrong way.

Just to make clear from the beginning: i love men and virile energy, i consider them as important part of society, and some of my oldest and most inspiring friends are men. The problem is not men themselves. Women confuse mating courtship with real life.

The skills, men develop to seduce us, are a very important gift to society. But we should - as we say it in German - leave the church in the village. As women refuse worldwide to take responsibility in public, men invented laws not to kill each other too largely (they do it "controlled", by wars, preferably). In prisons there are 96% men, only 4% women (who killed the man that tried to kill her, mostly, or who were"illegal prostitutes," (the others are legal, by the way) or killed the kids, because of the desaster at home..). I can't help constating, that women choose the role of the victim, of Bible's Eve, of the woman that considers herself as guilty, weak and underprivileged and keeping a sort of altruism and shared misery to justify all that.

In the men-written old testament, there is this fantasme of the demon-like wild woman - Lilith. She's the first woman ever, created at the same time as Adam from earth. Eve was created after from the rib, as Adam felt lonely without Lilith, who left him after a while. Lilith refused to go back to Adam, when he desired her (although being with Eve already), he sent his angels threatening to kill her if she won't come back to him... Lilith: you can't kill me, i didn't eat the fruit, i am immortal.

So: the only human being still in "Paradise" is a woman called Lilith, that's written originally in the old papers, and it had been partly cut off by some pope decision, but if you dig, you will find it. And i think it is highly interesting that they didn't just wipe her off that bible. Even transformed into demon, they still kept her in, as somehow they knew (unconscious, i am shure): they cannot exist without her.

If anybody has to wake up with this "crisis" at the moment, it is the women. Wake up and take your responsibility. For shure there is not one single man, that can stop you. Only yourself and your limited thinking. I am convinced that it's not the men's role to do decisions of society's concern. It's not their business (what do we still need to be shure of that???). They are good in presenting themselves as good choice. And they do everything to show their -existing or not- potential. They become bank managers, politicians, rock stars, famous scientists. All to prove that they are good genes. Point.

But - what has this i-try-to-reproduce-myself-as-often-as-possible-behaviour to do with the needs of society? Or environment? (as there are parallels, men treat earth the same as their wifes/mothers, it's the same energy)

There are still some matriachal societies around. They have no public attention, though. Men are afraid about any change and loss of power, and there are those stories about women dominating men. This is patriarchal projection, and has nothing to do with that. Women themselves are so brainwashed allover those centuries that they ended up taking over male beliefs. Women have another structure, when they are not disturbed by patriarchal menaces. But for the moment women's behaviour in patriarchal societies is a survivor's behaviour. They are stressed, because they know, that if their man finds another woman, they'll have an existential problem....

I know, when you read this lines, you will feel a lot of resistance about my ideas. This resistance enables the status quo. Patriarchy. With exploitation of earth and women. Prostitutes. Marriage. Prisons. Wars. And some of those men get completely crazy (trying permanently to prove they are "the best") and they become Napoleons, Bushs, Hitlers, Madoffs.

Yet, it would be too simple to take everything on impressing women.

If you are familiar with structure of matriarchal societies, you probably know families grow naturally around women, as the fathers are not always to identify (even here in Europe nowadays it is said that each 4th to 7th child is of another man than the one you would think), so the line went from mother to daughter and so on. The brothers and sons were free to stay as part of the group, or to join other clans, in case they were accepted there. So they represented the male role model. In matriarchal societies the word "father" does/did not exist.

Until that day arrived, when a man took a woman for himself (looking for a mother, taking a wife). That was the first kind of marriage, probably with a possessive character. The son of this couple had to deal with the new family structure, especially jealousy of the father(who realized that his wife was the mother of someone else). Forced by the father to quit and therefore to create his own clan (the male creator!!!), he took as well a wifemother and continued the game... the day came when he chased his own son away as well, forcing him to create his own clan (they have to become from generation to generation faster higher stronger wealthier - an exact mirror of our problems worldwide) and so on....The absurdity of all that is, that men originally are not really interested in creating clans for the clan itself - ruled by biological laws, they pretend, for having sex. And a new mother.

Et toujours l'espace....

How do we choose where we live? I can only talk for myself, and it is quite strange, after all.

Loving nature, dreaming of making cheese in the mountains, needing a lot of space for creating dance choreographies, being deeply claustrophobic, plus allergic against the pollution through cars.... finding myself in Paris (in the meaning of the words).

You walk along a cheap clipjoint quarter, filter out each face crossing your eyesight, having a Karl-Lagerfeld-Attitude "to keep them away from you" (he really is my idol for that, i crossed him once and felt like a clocharde in his?mine? perception), your nose has passed out already because of the cars and dogshit.


Then, a miracle, a gate opens, and you find yourself - one minute away from the clipjoints - in another world.... Jean Renoir lived there, and Django Reinhardt, and me one day, when i can afford it.

Arrow

Mothers:

You know this saying of Khalil Gibran....."You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth ", yeah, and we do everything to give them

a good start, well, we try.....

The good thing: You are an arrow yourself.... On your way.

An Evening with Iggy Pop

Where you can get when you follow the way that shows itself - en légerté..... Iggy transformed en chanteur de chansons....

He was inspired by the Book of Michel Houellebecq "The possibility of an Island" to create this beautiful music - which became the new album "preliminaires"...

Next project: to read this book!

Rue du Cygne Choreographic Project 2009

There is some circle that got its beginning and end - well, the end is still to come, i guess - when i stepped into that street and into a very special house twice in my life... each visit of barely some minutes was followed by horrifying events the same day, the first was 9/11. The other one some years later an armed bank robbery with me as only client....


A few months ago, i met some people, at a friends dinner, who live exactly there, in that building... they invited me, for a party in their house. I said, ok, i will come, but are you ready for the apocalypse?



Anyhow, before accepting their invitation, i will still do my choreography about all that shit.
And then having a drink over there,
Smiles

Lola Martina Mengedoht